LIFE AS I KNOW IT

I decided to try this blog thing again. I am not one that is good with words or do I think that what I have to say is all that important but I think this could be a good release. Also, I thought this would be a way to "journal" some of the happenings in my crazy mixed up life! So here it goes...

Right now I am attending school at SFCC, working part-time, and being full-time mom. As I think back on my life I never imagined it would be this way. Here I am at 23 returning back to school when I should be finishing. While school has been a blessing it has also been a challenge. I have had to learn to balance my time with Davian, work, and school. It has been tricky but I know that an education is the best way to secure a better future for Davian. I know this short-term struggles will be well worth it in the end. At this point I also have to assume that I will never get married again. I can't base my life decisions on assuming I will be married again. I have to live my life in the present and not in the future. Though, I want to get married again, at this point it isn't something that I am choosing to focus on. I know that prince charming is out there and really he must be pretty great considering how long the Lord is making me wait for him ;) In all honesty, I think the Lord wants me a little more prepared for that chapter in my life. So here I am. Driving myself crazy while attempting to get an education and being mom. Thank goodness for the continuing support of my wonderful family and friends!

Davain. He is such a busy boy. I have truly loved this age. He's personality has been unfolding throughout his three years of life and he cracks me up. In fact, as he says, "I crack myself". Even he finds himself amusing. He truly has a sweet heart and lots of love to give. Lucky for me he loves his momma dearly. I love all the funny things he has to say. I will make an effort to remember them and write them on here to share. I am so very blessed to have him in my life and wonder where I would be if he wasn't with me. He has brought me such an amazing amount of joy and love. He has truly been a healing power in my life. The Lord has truly blessed my life in so many ways.

I am looking forward to the future that is approaching. I have been praying and pondering about some changes for the future and I know that great things are to come!